7.16.2010

Pure randomness

Tonight, I'm feeling a little random. I've been on an emotional roller coaster today, so this post, I guess is a little bit of it all!

I did not sleep well at all last night; I had a ton on my mind (school, work, etc.). So needless to say, when my alarm went off this morning, I was NOT in any mood to get out of bed. I drug myself out of bed, took a quick shower, threw on whatever was on my closet floor and headed into my last day of work.

It flew by, of course, and my boss ended up making me a cake and had everyone go ahead and sing happy birthday to me (since it's coming up) and it was really sweet. At the end of the day, I was helping her pack up supplies, and my arm scraped across the edge of the cardboard box. OUCH!!! Hurt like hell. Ever had a cardboard burn?! Waaay worse than a paper cut. :(

When it was time to go (which I got off early, woo hoo!) my boss broke down. (she's not just my boss, she's been like a mother to me these past 2 years) and we started crying and hugging, and all that good-bye mess that no one likes to deal with.

I came home and was determined to get all that I could by myself loaded into my car and moved over to my dad's, so that when the boys come to move my furniture, that's all they have to do. I don't want it to take all day because we have a bunch of little stuff.

I stuffed the trunk of my car and the backseat too, all by myself. I live on the 2nd floor. So that's down the hall, a flight of stairs, across the parking lot - all in 100 degree heat. I swear to God I was going to have a heatstroke if I moved one more thing. I probably lost like 18 pounds today!

I get to my dad's and he helps me unload, and I decided just to hang there until I had to head to class to take my LAST exams (it flew by!) because he lives closer to the school than I do. So, my little sister helped me study for my terminology test until it was time to go. My theory test was open-note, and I am ALMOST to class when I realize I forgot my notes. UGH! I was pissed. So, yes, I was late to class, and I hate being late. I just feel like it screws everything up.

That was emotional too. My classmates are like my family. We have been spending every night together for the past 7 months. We've gotten extremely close, and it's going to be a dramatic change not seeing them every night anymore.

My doctor also called me today with some test results, that were not good. But I was expecting it (will go into more later). Very frustrating and disappointing. I really wanted to see the BF after class tonight, but Thursday night is "guy's night" with his bff/roomie. So I didn't say anything until later when he was already out. I didn't want to ruin the night. Well, apparently that upset him. He said I need to communicate with him and he was frustrated that I didn't let him know that he needed me.

That didn't make me feel good. I wasn't intentionally trying to hurt his feelings or not communicate, I was taking his plans into consideration, ya know? So, that was upsetting too.

I'm just hoping to get some sleep tonight, and since I am officially" unemployed", I will be able to sleep in tomorrow until I have to get up and start moving again. :(

I did take a Vicodin (toothache) because they do help me get very sleepy, and well, because I'm moving I'm trying to finish off food and whatnot in the fridge so I don't have a lot to take over, so I got a beer outta the fridge. Alcohol+Vicodin=SUPER LOOPY! My eyes are heavy, HA!

Sorry guys, I know this post wasn't very entertaining, but if you read it, thanks. I just mainly wrote it because writing usually helps me feel better especially when I've had a bummer kinda day. :)


6 comments:

Lola! said...

I write on my blog to feel better too!
Keep Your head up! everything happens for a reason. :D

Katie said...

Sounds like a rough day. I hate moving but I can't imagine doing it in 100° weather.

Nicole said...

boy that does sound like a sucky day! They are just there to make us humble so we feel extra good on our good days! Hang in there!

To Mommies and Beyond said...

Weather sounds horrible. I was raised in Fl and moved to the Midwest last year, love the change in weather but still a little too warm this summer for me.I am new follower via FF. Please swing by my new blog @ www.mommiesandbeyond. Love to "meet" new friends!!

KyAnn (like Cayenne Pepper, only HOTTER) said...

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Crazy Brunette said...

Whats this about the doctors???

Isn't that just bullshit? You give them space, they get irritated, you cram up their ass, they get irritated...

Damned if you do, damned if you don't!

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