I don't think today is my day & other randoms
This is about how I feel today - like I want to rip every single hair out of my head!! At least I only have a little over an hour left here at work, and I'm therapeutically blogging for you lovely readers of mine. :)
I mentioned in one of my previous posts that the BF was headed out of town this weekend, right? Well, let me fill you guys in on our relationship for now - since I am working full-time & going to school full-time my weekdays consist of just that; I have no life. Which means I have no time what-so-ever to see him during the week, but we practically live together on the weekends. So, him going out of town means I basically won't see him for like 2 weeks straight.. :( that's hard sometimes. I miss him a lot. I mean, I know it's healthy for our relationship because we rarely fight and we do appreciate it when we get to spend time with one another. We actually get a chance to MISS each other. Back to the point of the story - we went and had lunch together today on my lunch break, so we could see each other before he left. :) Made me so happy to see him on a rare weekday. I feel so lucky to be in a relationship where even after almost 2 years together, I still get the butterflies when I see him, talk to him, see his # pop up on my caller ID, kiss him, etc. :) Here we are on our first Christmas together...
My little sister (who works in the same office building as I do) asked me this morning, "Why do you look so cute today?" (since I'm usually exhausted from night school, I don't put forth a ton of effort to look awesome at work, HA!) So I replied with, "The BF is taking me out to lunch today." And she says, "Okay, but he's seen you at your worst, why are you dressed up for him?" And I thought about it, and sure, she's right, he HAS seen me at my worst, but that doesn't mean he should always see me at my worst. I actually enjoy dressing up for him, I like him to see me all prettied up with my hair & make-up done. It makes me feel good, and I know he appreciates it too! :)
I FINALLY finished my "101 things to accomplish in 1001 days" list, whew, that took longer than I expected. It's quite inspirational though, and I encourage each of you to fill out out as well. if you do, let me know so I can check it out, and if I inspired you to do, let me know that too because it's one of the things on my list. :) Check mine out here.
I just wanted you guys to know that you motivate me each and every day to want to write! Not only do I enjoy it for myself, but I get on here and look forward to seeing what y'all have to say, and in turn, it makes me want to write for all of you! So thanks! :) xoxo